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All for youFalling asleep with tears in my eyes
And haunted by the thoughts of you
This is for you hun'
Your face is smiling at me
A fake, ghost-version of your old beautiful smile
Teasing me with what could have been
What I could have had
Those bright blue eyes look at me
But the sparkle is gone
Now they're just the eyes of a stranger
I watched you dissappear
I stood by and saw you fade away
Only a ghost is left of the old you
There was nothing I could do
So this is for you my dear
I'm holding you oh so tight
Fighting to bring you back to life
I'm falling asleep with tears in my eyes
These teardrops fall for you
This is all for you my love
Not AloneI wanna crawl up in your arms
Now more than ever
I wanna feel your warm breath against my neck
I want you to hold on to me
And press my hand gently
Saying it's going to be okay
I want you to whisper "I love you"
While you wrap your arms around me
Telling me that you will protect me no matter what
I want to know I'm not alone
Would you do that for me?
I don't understand honey...What?
I don't know what you're talking about honey
When you go on and on about all the bad shit you see
Every word you speak is leaking
leaking of sorrow
leaking of pain
I don't see it like that hun'
'Cause all I see is the good times we had
I see your smiling face
'cause you beat me in this game too
I hear your laughter
and teasing words
as I'm being all silly again
I feel your arms around me
as you pull me closer
in a hug to make me feel safe again
'cause you've scared me with that spider-thing again
All I see is smiling faces and sparkle-eyes
All I hear is a laughing couple sharing the secret of love
All I feel is butterflies in the sky and the touch of your hand on mine
So when you speak of this so called "misery"
of all this pain
that you've carried for far too long
It breaks my heart you see
'cause I thought you were happy, too
What do you see?When you look into my eyes
What do you see?
When you speak my name
When you pull me close
Are you really that broken?
So you no longer feel the love I give
The affection I show
Or the hope my eyes try to be
Come over here now
Tell me your truth
Show me those tears
And I'll tell you my truth
Show you my fears
I'll tell you about a girl
A girl who found hope in the most hopeless boy
Let me wipe the dripping sorrow of your cheeks
as I figure out what you need right now
Let me be the first person ever to be there for you
I'll tell you this story,
I'm sure you will appreciate it
the girl is cute and boy so strong
A happy ending too, just as it should be
Just as it will be
So come over here now
Crawl up into my arms
Let me listen to your heartbeat
so I can hear you be alive and healthy with me
and I'll let you listen to my calming voice
so you can relax and learn how to rely on someone
Then tell me, when you look into my eyes
what do you see?
Haunted...A girl is walking in the empty corridor, but something is wrong. She walks a little too fast, she's a little too hesitated. It's making her stumble, making her jump away from something you wont see. Almost as if she's haunted.
A shadow strikes by. A glance of a stranger she once knew everything about. She closes her eyes, walking faster, trying to escape, trying to get out of here. But it's all in her head you see, it's all just for her, almost as if she's haunted.
Voices, laughter, a secret promise so filled with love, she can hear it all far too well. But it's only a little girl, so defenseless, so scared, in this empty corridor. Alone but still with the presence of something, almost as if she's haunted.
But then the feeling of a hug hits her. It hits her hard, she has to run. Few steps in panic. A few steps before she collapses on the floor, no one is there, no one is near. Only the memory of something which used to bring such joy, such peace. Now it only brings pain, pain 'cause it
It's rainingThe rain is falling down
like my tears
The music is pounding
like my bleeding heart
You broke it tonight
I trusted you with it
and you throw it away, just to step on it
You are a killer
I'm the killers little teddy bear
but you shall not cry over the sun when it's gone
So I let the rain wash away the pain in my eyes
I let the tears fall together with my broken heart
You can have it, I don't want it anymore
I let the wind shake my hair around
because you shouldn't cry over the sun when it's gone...
A girl like thatI don't deserve you
What was I thinking?
A fat little selfish brat like me
does most sertainly not deserve such a wonderful boy like you
So you better leave me alone now
I shall step aside
so someone who deserves you better can come around
She has to be real pretty
A cute little face with big beautiful eyes
long waving soft hair
and a happy smile to light up your world
She has to be thin with a partly good confidence
but still humble and kind
to never let you down
She should never hurt you or leave you
She shall always stand by your side and help you fight the battle
and she must have what it takes to do so
She has to have all the strength in the world
just to share it with you
But still she has to be a little weak sometimes
and she must need protection sometimes
So you can feel strong, needed
So you can feel like the little star you are
She must have the ability to make you laugh,
to make you smile
Even in the darkest times
She can never lose faith in you
and never ever t
What if I don't believe this bullshit?Baby...
May I ask you something?
If I told you of my secrets, my worries
wouldn't you listen, wouldn't you help me?
If I hugged you tight and never wanted to let go
would you seriously look at me with disgrace?
If I kissed you
would you r
Teardrops and rain, what's the difference?Do you know what it feels like, being alone?
I see a raindrop rolling down the window
So long time of that lonely feeling
My eyes seem to collaborate with the weather...
I've never known what it feels like
Having something to fight for
Not like this anyway
It has changed me
You change me
I had all these defenses
I had settled down in my world, on my own
The sky is crying
Making teardrops rolling down my cheek
The sound of your heartbeat, I could listen to it all day long
The feeling of your touch, I wish you would never let go
I wipe the tears away angrily
Good girls don't cry
They joke about me
They treat me unfair sometimes
I can take it
But don't they dare to even think the thought of destroying this for me
I would tear them a part
Maybe I'm not such a good girl after all...
I'm sitting here and wonder
when this suffer is gonna end
when these tears is gonna stop rolling
Home is wherever you are
Safe is what it feels like in your arms
Alone and lonely is just a m
I'm Alive..?Don't try to see the good in me
Cause it's hidden behind lock and key
I never let anyone inside
Won't let them wipe the tears I've cried
I don't think they'd really care
If they knew of all the scars I bear
They try to make me feel less worthless
But I know that I deserve this
For still having a beating heart
I'm trying not to fall apart
Just take me
Make me feel
Erase these lies
Tell me what's real
Hold me close
Hold me all night
Make me feel like
in my heart
sinking like sadness swallowed, crushing your lungs,
coming at me too fast to keep the tears back.
because of mistakes.
I made a mistake in getting up today.
I made a mistake in being born.
The future only holds more stress, and they've all warned me
I am alone
the things I counted on today are gone,
and not to come again for a long while.
I can't sleep
keep from crying
the days go by in a blur of tears, used tissues
Where does this end?
Is there any point to anything?
How many times will I feel
at the peak of, "about to beat this,"
so hard in a puddle of my own doing
I am so hard
what's wrong with me?
It just keeps going
on, and on.
Don't Cry Please...No more crying, I can't take it.
It hurts me to see those tears streaming down your face.
I'd fix everything for you if I could.
I'd trade my world for yours any day.
I'd give you my life,
Just to see you happy.
And so you don't have to go through any more pain.
Don't you see I'd do anything for you?
Can we please just be happy about that?
No more crying...
UnseenDon´t you hear my
don´t you trip on them
A million dying stories
spilled on the floor -
the terrible colourfulness of
the splinters of a rainbow
Don´t you see my shadow
dancing through the mirrors
like the ghost of an epileptic ballerina
Don´t you read my closed lips
Don´t you hear this noiseless screaming
The whispering of broken tones, trembling in the air
My eyes are wearing nameless secrets,
hidden in the depths of burnt out charcoal holes
My hands fly like pierced butterflies
through the poisoned air that´s flooding my lungs
My laughter sounds like screeching fingernails across a blackboard
like the never-ending echo of a psychedelic lasershow of drowned rhetoric
The morbid beauty of my intangible features makes the mirror shiver
I´m immured in the abysses of my psyche,
which once were iridescent,
now covered with rotting toxic waste
Chained thoughts, like lightweight birds, are
constantly hitting the raz
Living a Lie.Living a Lie.
You say things you don't mean when you're angry.
You call me a waste of space and that you can't stand me.
When the dust settles you say you don't mean it.
You say I should know better than to believe it.
As usual I foolishly upkeep your illusive hold on me.
I allow you to mute my thoughts and take control of me.
You promise and reassure me that it will never happen again.
That this is the last time and you will put it all to an end.
But I know promises only comfort fools,
Who readily allow others to pull the wool
Over our eyes because it is easier to swallow the lies.
Can it be a mistake if it happens more than twice?
Despite my preaching I can never take my own advice.
I've realised that this aggression is a part of you
And because I can never dare to part from you.
I have to believe the love you have for me is true.
Sometimes you have to take a lie not for what it is
But for the truth and reality it suspends.
Withdraw your vengeful tongue and revert it into a kiss.
Hard to gain.
But easily lost.
The effects will always remain.
Unless we pay the cost.
Instead of abiding by the same
Foolish DreamerFoolish Dreamer
Countless thoughts in my head
As I lie awake on my bed
Hopes, dreams and wishes I hold
As I lie awake, alone and cold
Telling myself lies
As I close my eyes
Soon the sun will rise
And another dream dies
How many more days will it take
How many more wishes must I make
How many more dreams will be fake
And How much more will my heart ache
Waiting and hoping for that day
That the wishes only stars hear me say
For these dreams to one day come true
The day you'll say...."I love you too"
True LoveHopelessness has filled my heart,
I know forever we shall be apart.
Who are you and who am I?
You are a star in the sacred sky.
Since I last loved, ten years have passed,
I thought my first love was my last.
I have been proven wrong,
How can I not love for so long?
In a small town of a distant land,
Someone wants to hold your hand,
Alas, there is no chance,
To even say a word of romance.
I hear your voice from far away,
Sadly, my voice is low, what can I say?
If I shout: "I love you".
Like a bird it will fly above you.
One gaze at you and love came,
I have been charmed by a blond dame.
Her grace is unimaginable
And my love is barely manageable.
I think about you, I can't sleep at night,
Waiting for the morning light.
Sleepless, because of love,
Because of you my precious dove.
I know, I am not the only one,
There are thousands more, you are a shining Sun!
What can I do with a pack of words?
I hate this feeling, love really hurts!
I don't care about fame at all,
If you were poor, you st
What is love?Love is undefinable
But you know when it's there
It's a felling in your heart
A feeling in the air
Love overrides all over feelings
And holds you in its grip
You don't want to lose it
And fall into a dark pit
Love is what you get
When you see that special person
And hold them close in your arms
Until the change of season
Love isn't something that comes lightly
It doesn't just appear
It only arrives when you meet that 'one'
And truly hold them dear
Love can take effect
No matter how far apart
The two of you may be far
But it's all in your heart
Will you fight?Please tell me you'll fight this fight for me?
I need you to help me
I've realized now
I won't do this on my own
If you fall I'll fall with you
I'm that crazy bridge-jumping girl people should have warned you about
Now it's too late though
I reach out a hand
Asking you for this last favor
Will you help me up?
Will you keep on breathing with me?
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