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What if I don't believe this bullshit?Baby...
May I ask you something?

If I...
If I told you of my secrets, my worries
wouldn't you listen, wouldn't you help me?
If I...
If I hugged you tight and never wanted to let go
would you seriously look at me with disgrace?
If I...
If I kissed you
would you really push me away?
If I...
If I asked you to be mine
and mine only
Would you have the urge to say no?
If I...
If I told you I love you
Would you be able to look me in the eyes
and tell me
you don't love me too?

What if I don't think so?
What

If tomorrow I don't Wake upI wonder what would happen
If I was never to wake up
Would people even care
I wonder if a commotion would erupt

Would anyone even notice
That I wasn't alive
Would my mother even mourn me
Or could she guess that I wouldn't survive

Well I'm still not dead
But I can barely call this living
I feel like a corpse
That hasn't given up on breathing

But I wonder what would happen
If I was actually to die
Would anyone be bothered
Or care enough to cry

Maybe everyone's just used to
Me living like a corpse
So no one would be bothered
Or life change the slightest off of course

But if I would never wake up
There's no way to know what

LonelyA shy little girl
all on her own
starting a new life
yet still alone:

Things were going
to be different
things were going
to change:

But she still
sits in her dorm
no more than
a two word exchange:

Food always tastes better
when with friends
sometimes she sits
there and pretends:

A safe haven to learn
she thought she'd call home
has turned into a hell
with no one to know:

She though she
could be visible
everyone here
could see:

but things never
are what they seem
and she will never
have a happy ending:--

Friends...Friends sometimes will hurt you,
tear you apart
and you won't have a clue
of where the blow
has come from.
They may tell they're right
and that, again,
you are wrong.

Friends, sometimes,
are not what they seem.
Actually
they can be quite mean.
Who's the one to blame?
It's that old story,
another argument...
That's so lame!

Our way...
a dirty street, a dead end.
Who would have known
that this is what
I'd call a friend?

We may cry,
complain, feel doubts...
You never know when it comes,
but be ready for the blow.

Is it the end?
No,
but you're losing a friend.

One Day It'll Make SenseI hope that one day it'll all make sense,

But until then I'm stuck living in the past-tense,

This isn't my choice, it's against my will,

Because I can't tell my brain how to feel,

They say we grow from our life experiences,

But I'm struggling to do that, in all seriousness,

People tell me that I have a beautiful skill,

That I can make one feel my mind by words that are real,

But lately I find it to be more of a burden,

Thoughts that I can't stop from turning,

One day...I hope not so far away,

I just may...actually make it, to their dismay.

WarningYou take a step forward
I take one back
your questioning eyes are too close for comfort

Diving into questions you feel are okay to ask
making assumptions that are nearly spot on
Your getting too close
I think you should stay where you are

Why are you like this?
He asks

Warning:
This information is unavailable to passerby's and boys with blue eyes

I can't answer your questions
if I do you'll just ask more
take a few more steps forward
while I do my best to take as many as I can back

You aren't allowed to know anything about me
you can't be this close without hurting me
please just keep your distance

What happened to you?
he

Love is gonna save usLove is gonna save us
Love is gonna kill us
Love is gonna heal us
Love is gonna break us
Love is gonna lead us
Love is gonna stop us
Love is gonna wake us
Love is gonna take us
Love is gonna love us
Love is gonna hate us

Would you like to know some more?
Go on and fall in love
Love is gonna show you all

I WonderWill I ever tell you, I wonder,
How you make me feel?
It's doubtful at best
For I don't even know
Who you are
I may have clues
But do I really want to know?
Yes, of course I do
Just the thought of you
Passing through my mind
Fills my heart with joy
I want to dance with you
Sing with you
Let you in my heart
And hope you want the same
But I'm not sure
If I have the courage
To tell you
Or even figure out who you are

Welcome To HellI'm dead now,
And it's my time,
To be cast into the dark hole,
Which leads to hell,
I smell the smoke,
As I fall,
Into the flaming pits of hell,
My life of sin,
Just wasn't forgiven,
When I shut my eyes for good,
I didn't here chimes,
I heard,
I never knew you,
And I slipped off the edge and began my fall.
The dead walks,
There are no graves,
Lost an forgotten,
Entwined with ugly green vines,
I see the evil I feel the heat,
I may not be glad to be here,
But my life had landed me here,
Too late to change anything,
There is no heath,
Just burning ground,
Time to burrow in the hot coals,
And be burnt alive,
No more daw

Human NatureWe're born
We die
We're torn
We cry

A door opens wide
A door closes shut
Opportunities slide
We don't make the cut

We stumble
We crawl
We're humble
We fall

We fear
We overcome
We steer
We succumb

We crave
We let go
We save
We owe

We take care
We forget
We stare
We've met

All in all
We're children of the earth
We rise and we fall
Beginning at birth

My secretLet me tell you a secret
So listen carefully...
If you
if you take my hand
but let me lead
If you
If you would just trust me
when I say I'm not like them
If you
If you show me mercy
by wiping the tears of my cheeks when I'm sad
If you
If you let me feel home, safe and protected
just hug me tight and never let go
If you
If you would just have faith in me
Then I promise you one thing
I promise you will never ever have to be alone again
I promise you that love...

Behind Those Eyes You HideBehind those eyes you hide
The fear and pain you feel
Kept in secret of oblivion
Seeing what isn't real

The mask of contentment
Covers your wounds
But your eyes
Well up in the fumes

Everything captured inside
Begging to escape
Can't be concealed
Your eyes being the gate

The weight bares down
Like an anchor at the bottom of the sea
You wait there patiently
For someone like me

HomophobeWhat gives you the right? to tell them they can't love?
Who are you ? to prance around? they're not blessed from above?
They must FIGHT, to love someone.
But for you it's not so big.

They're at WAR with who they are.
So YOU can justify the way YOU live.
What's it matter, what people do?
It's got nothing to do with you.

There's no such thing, as heterophobe.
So, why discriminate?
People are born the way they are
the world burns, with so much hate.

Live YOUR life, leave them alone.
You're in the wrong, homophobe..

ScarsThe mind forgets
But the heart remembers
The criss-crossing scars
Show like stars
The streaming tears
And haunting fears
Flowing pain
Of the slain
The cries of those
Who never screamed
Praying for life
Without a sound
The pleas for help
Never heard
The wishes that chance
Never granted
The pain might dull
And the mind forget
But the heart
Will always remember

Your StoryI'd much rather cry for you
'Cause my story is too painful to share
I'd much rather smile for you
'Cause my story is too painful to bare

So come here and I'll wrap my arms around you
Come here and I'll let your story shine
But after you share your story
Please don't ask me about mine

If only I could play the violin
I'd share my past through sorrowful chords
Vibrato on strings would be my voice
Fighting my demons with imaginary swords

Although I'm limited to words on paper
And the words aren't sung by a beautiful voice
These words make my story into a song
And this song confronts you with a choice

You can close your eyes
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I rememberedI remember when I looked at you like a proud girlfriend, or parent
You were MY best friend
No other
I remember looking at your face
I thought you were beautiful
One of a kind
What a shame you didn't see what I saw
I remember hearing you laugh
and how happy it made me
The knowledge that I could make you laugh
Was intoxicating
And I looked at you with shiny eyes of joy
Now they're filled with pain
'Cause you're gone from my life...

Dark MemoriesNo matter what I do
It reminds me of you
Everything
Reminds me of you
Brings back memories
Memories which used to be happy and beautiful
Now they only make me think of you
and the thought of you
of the fact that you left me
Hurt
You left me bleeding
In a chaos; my so called life
You turned my memories dark
You stabbed my back with a knife
And still I can't forgive myself for made you do it...

AnywayI might be mean,
boring and a really bad person
And I might be uncool,
have a bad hand write and be a weirdo
I might be fat,
spoiled, and ugly little brat
But I really thought you loved me despite that...

Life goes onLife goes on
Just like normal
I watch people fall in love
I watch them get angry
and I see how they get among
I who almost thought the world would stop
But of course not
The world hasn't stopped
I have
I just sit here
On the road of life
and I'm watching the moon
It's rising tonight
It feels safe to know,
it will rise tomorrow too...

Not AloneI wanna crawl up in your arms
Now more than ever
I wanna feel your warm breath against my neck
I want you to hold on to me
And press my hand gently
Saying it's going to be okay
I want you to whisper "I love you"
While you wrap your arms around me
Telling me that you will protect me no matter what
I want to know I'm not alone
Would you do that for me?

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What do you see?

by ~Aifos96, Nov 2, 2012, 12:22:21 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Traditional Fixed Forms

When you look into my eyes
What do you see?

When you speak my name
When you pull me close
Are you really that broken?
So you no longer feel the love I give
The affection I show
Or the hope my eyes try to be

Come over here now
Stop hiding
Tell me your truth
Show me those tears
And I'll tell you my truth
Show you my fears
I'll tell you about a girl
A girl who found hope in the most hopeless boy
Let me wipe the dripping sorrow of your cheeks
as I figure out what you need right now
Let me be the first person ever to be there for you
I'll tell you this story,
I'm sure you will appreciate it
the girl is cute and boy so strong
A happy ending too, just as it should be
Just as it will be
So come over here now
Crawl up into my arms
Let me listen to your heartbeat
so I can hear you be alive and healthy with me
and I'll let you listen to my calming voice
so you can relax and learn how to rely on someone

Then tell me, when you look into my eyes
what do you see?

What do you see?by ~Aifos96

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Traditional Fixed Forms

This I'm not as happy with. I don't like the title, I don't like the structure and I'm not happy with the ending, or the beginning actually...but hey! You guys may think different, please tell me if so! Also critique about what I did wrong is highly appreciated!

This is an old poem as well, but I re-edited it like totally, so it's almost new x)

anywhore, now I wanna know what you think about it, go viewer go!