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Help us...She sits in that dark corner again
eyes closed so tight
nails cutting deep into the soft hand
She looks so calm
Oh please, please, tell us
Tell us how to help her
What should we do?
A lonely tear leaves her cheek
lands in her lap with a quiet little thud
A quick silent sob slips through thick throat
wonder when the last time she took a deep breath was
Oh please, please, tell us
Tell us how to help her
What should we do?
She looks up
with panic in her eyes
She reach out
with a bloody hand
those pretty little fingernails has cutted far too deep again
She opens her mouth to say something
and the room goes silent
How can we ease her pain?
How can we stop those tears from falling?
She hides it so well
but we all can see
she is in great need of help
Her only escape
would be to let go of the past
and accept the help that we offer
I'm afraid that when the morning's here
it will be all too late for that
'Cause she will no longer be there...
I don't understand honey...What?
I don't know what you're talking about honey
When you go on and on about all the bad shit you see
Every word you speak is leaking
leaking of sorrow
leaking of pain
I don't see it like that hun'
'Cause all I see is the good times we had
I see your smiling face
'cause you beat me in this game too
I hear your laughter
and teasing words
as I'm being all silly again
I feel your arms around me
as you pull me closer
in a hug to make me feel safe again
'cause you've scared me with that spider-thing again
All I see is smiling faces and sparkle-eyes
All I hear is a laughing couple sharing the secret of love
All I feel is butterflies in the sky and the touch of your hand on mine
So when you speak of this so called "misery"
of all this pain
that you've carried for far too long
It breaks my heart you see
'cause I thought you were happy, too
What if I don't believe this bullshit?Baby...
May I ask you something?
If I told you of my secrets, my worries
wouldn't you listen, wouldn't you help me?
If I hugged you tight and never wanted to let go
would you seriously look at me with disgrace?
If I kissed you
would you r
A girl like thatI don't deserve you
What was I thinking?
A fat little selfish brat like me
does most sertainly not deserve such a wonderful boy like you
So you better leave me alone now
I shall step aside
so someone who deserves you better can come around
She has to be real pretty
A cute little face with big beautiful eyes
long waving soft hair
and a happy smile to light up your world
She has to be thin with a partly good confidence
but still humble and kind
to never let you down
She should never hurt you or leave you
She shall always stand by your side and help you fight the battle
and she must have what it takes to do so
She has to have all the strength in the world
just to share it with you
But still she has to be a little weak sometimes
and she must need protection sometimes
So you can feel strong, needed
So you can feel like the little star you are
She must have the ability to make you laugh,
to make you smile
Even in the darkest times
She can never lose faith in you
and never ever t
A freezing mistakeMaybe I really was wrong
Maybe I was out in the cold for too long
but baby when you speak like that
When I'm the one thing you look at
When you touch me
as if you want me to see
how you've lost and found and then lost again
but with me there is no pain
I wanted it to be true so badly
It made me forget how to move carefully
So now it's my turn
to feel the burn
Yeah, I might have been wrong
but baby, you were the one out in the cold for too long
Take my handI reach out my hand
You can take it if you want
I will stand here
I won't walk away
or turn you my back
I will be there if you need me, honey
All you have to do is take my hand
let me lead
and I will take you out of the storm
I won't let go
I will bring you to safety
I will prove you wrong
I will show you how to trust again
'Cause honey you can trust me
And I will show you how it feels to be loved and to love again
'Cause honey I will always be there
I won't turn my back on you
Now take my hand and let me lead you far far away from this madness...
What do you see?When you look into my eyes
What do you see?
When you speak my name
When you pull me close
Are you really that broken?
So you no longer feel the love I give
The affection I show
Or the hope my eyes try to be
Come over here now
Tell me your truth
Show me those tears
And I'll tell you my truth
Show you my fears
I'll tell you about a girl
A girl who found hope in the most hopeless boy
Let me wipe the dripping sorrow of your cheeks
as I figure out what you need right now
Let me be the first person ever to be there for you
I'll tell you this story,
I'm sure you will appreciate it
the girl is cute and boy so strong
A happy ending too, just as it should be
Just as it will be
So come over here now
Crawl up into my arms
Let me listen to your heartbeat
so I can hear you be alive and healthy with me
and I'll let you listen to my calming voice
so you can relax and learn how to rely on someone
Then tell me, when you look into my eyes
what do you see?
Broken trusts and mistakes"I trust you
with my heart and soul
You're my forever girl
and I believe in you
I don't care about my fears
that didn't wanna let you in
'Cause I want you to be close like no one other
I want you to be with me when it's getting colder
'Cause I want to feel your happiness as mine
'cause I know you wont hurt me, I know it for sure this time
'Cause I trust you with my all"
I don't know what happened dear
I never meant to do it,
I always said you could count on me
After all, you're all I see
I always said you were safe with me
and oh my dear, I meant every word
but somehow I stabbed you like a sword
Somehow I broke it
Somehow I broke all my promises
I broke our friendship
I broke what matters
I broke your trust for me
I just broke it...
I got angry
I did a mistake
I took a wrong turn
I said the wrong words
I hit the weak spot
And I broke it.
My body is shivering
from the cold you now speak
The tears stream
caused of the unforgiven mistake
Pain in my stomach
for the fear of n
Am I´m not pretty enough?
I can put on more make-up...
Am I´m not thin enough?
I can slim...
Don´t I dress nice?
I can change my style...
Don´t I listen to right music?
I can get used to your music...
But I can not change my personality.
That´s the problem right?
You simply don´t like me...
I think I can handle that!
No, now I lied.
ThoughtsI'm so sick of not being perfect
I'm sick of hurting people
I'm tired of doing nothing right
I'm tired of holding back
Let me scream
Let me lash out
Let me show you the other side of me
And try telling me you still know me
Everything confined inside
It builds until I almost burst
My eyes grow heavy
My fingers claw at my arms
Tear out my hair
Twitch for the blade
I hold back
But I can only hold so much
Then I do it again
I screw up
And I fall again
Self-loathing is almost a comfort
I often wonder why
Why am I this way
Why am I messed up
Answers won't be found
I'm sick of hating myself
I'm sick of hiding it too
I'm just tired of the pain
I'm tired of taking it out on myself
Let me hide in the dark
Let me face it once again
Only through self-destruction
Can I build the true me
I wish I wasn't this way
I wish I knew how to stop it
But it's there
I only hope you still accept me
I find comfort in one
Who's eyes aren't blind through my self-hatred
Turn On The Dark
When fragile hopes and fears collide
It waits for you on the other side
I can feel the tremors in my soul
I've grown afraid of the masquerade.
Barely holding on, I'm losing control
Wide awake, I confide in the shade.
Sinking so slowly down the drain
Much like the purple pill I swallow.
A voice unheard is a voice in vane
Black rain falls and teardrop's follow.
Shadows loom throughout the room
They cover my eyes like a veil.
Just flip the switch, it'll be over soon
Just pull the curtain over the pale.
The transition rattles my psyche at first
Yet it's a feeling I've always invited.
For when my body becomes submersed
I discover my worlds benighted.
I wonder how much time has passed
Fading deeper into the stark domain.
A place like this, shows no contrast
But it's a place I must ascertain.
I call this smoke-filled cell a prison
That harbors questions of fruition.
But like a zombie, I have risen
To greet the face of my mortician.
I'm taken with its abysmal skies
Now I reap the chilling sile
It Feels Like PainJealousy...
Watch while it destroys me.
As it wraps its hands around my throat,
my eyes are pleading...
So thrilled for you,
you and your happy ending.
Even if it means I lost my company,
and now I'm stuck here alone.
Alone in my misery.
But I wont dwell,
and I like to pretend I'm well.
So I grab my guitar and head to the ocean.
I'll stand in the sand,
and write you a love-song.
I'll sing it loud
as the waves crash over me.
Saltwater disguises the crying.
And I can make you believe,
that I am not heartbroken.
Not that it matters.
in the end it's just pain.
Daddy, Please Daddy....Daddy, don't lie to me, I wanna know
Where is she hiding, and why did she go?
Daddy, don't lie to me, please, pretty please
It's like I can hear her voice within the breeze.
Daddy, don't lie to me, where did she run?
Daddy, I know all the things you have done.
Daddy, don't lie to me, I've seen her scars
Hidden from me like the faraway stars.
Daddy, don't tell me, I don't wanna hear
I'm hoping these thoughts are just worries, just fears.
Daddy, don't tell me, I can't stand the facts
I just wanna think this is some silly act.
Daddy, I love you, you know this is true
But honestly, why do you do what you do?
Daddy, I saw you when you pushed her down
She screamed and she cried, and you made not a sound.
Daddy, I saw you when you stabbed her back
She fell to the floor and again, you attacked.
Daddy, I saw when you stole her goodbyes
And Daddy, I saw when you silenced her cries.
Daddy, don't lie to me, I know the truth...
You hurt her, you killed her, you've darkened my youth.
Daddy, don't hu
Name MeDon't call me childish,
When you treat me like a child.
Don't call me crazy,
When you drive me wild.
Don't ask me for help,
When you've left me to drown.
Don't ask me to smile,
When you've made me frown.
Don't make me fight,
When you can't defend.
Don't make me be honest,
When you can't pretend.
Don't tell me to dream,
When you're my nightmare.
Don't damn me to hell,
When you're my only prayer.
Do save yourself;
It's too late for me.
Do ignore the rules;
For me, set yourself free.
Taking a Chance at Love(girl)
Love only ever comes true in works of fiction.
The words try to cover relationships friction.
I don't believe in such tall fairy tales.
They are destined to epically fail.
Growing up I saw my parent's relationship fall apart
And it broke my heart..But I knew it wasn't like that from the start
Although it started beautiful like a fairy tale
It shattered. I guess Love is just that frail
My prince charming fell off his horse.
Now I am left with thoughts of remorse.
He went off to save another damsel in destress.
What will I do with this never used prom dress?
I stumbled on a girl who seems to have been dumped on her prom
She was sitting alone...holding her phone on her palm
Realized her date wasn't coming ..started feeling so dumb
I thought I'd approach her, since her boy wouldn't come
I look up and see him walking towards me.
Could it be my fairly tale is meant to be?
He askes me "would you like do dance?"
I say "yes" and take love's chance.
Writer's BlockA writer's block is something nobody can bear,
That's the truth, that I swear.
We all have a specific goal that we write for,
Even if it sometimes start to feel like a chore.
When our minds are shrouded and we can't think clear,
That's perfectly normal have no fear.
We might not be able to write about the things we like,
Then sometimes the most brilliant inspiration will strike.
Until we get inspired we should practice writing more,
Even if it's just a simple story about how you went to a store.
We must broaden our horizons for new themes and such,
Maybe we find a subject for which we have a special touch.
So prepare for your inspiration to come,
Or else you cannot put it to words and that is no fun.
Cold Heart ExodusNo other worldly tear can make me burn faster than you
My tear, let me hold you. I am so sick and I'm so weak.
Let me whisper my name into your cold heart and let it bleed into me.
For now I know, this elder exodus is nowhere near truth (it'll never be).
Only me, there's only me in this abyss. Only you will know!
There's only us, there's only you of us there's only two.
Let the wits flow. Let this feeling pass away with time.
Did you know that feeling lonely and content at the same time is a rare kind of happiness?
Now you know, so just leave me be! Leave me alone, I must be happy.
Cold Heart Exodus, I want to leave it all behind, I'm falling down
I can't stand. Don't breathe this toxicity. The water is stoned
Don't ever try to lie to me again. I won't even be there to hear you
MistakeIf only I had known that
This is what we'd become.
If I could go back,
Change what I've done.
You should know that I would.
Just look at what I've done now.
Everything is so broken.
If only I just know how,
Take back what I've spoken,
I would if I could.
But now it's too late,
The damage is done.
I took all the hate.
I want to go back to one.
Do I have to go away
Just because of one mistake?
Why couldn't it stay?
Was so much at stake?
I'm tired of pretending
There's no use of it now.
Is this really the ending?
Guess I regret it somehow.
Don't we all stumble?
Don't we all feel small?
Don't we all have trouble feeling humble?
Don't we all trip and fall?
But I don't understand
Why this thing has to be.
All that I know is the blame is on me.
My secretLet me tell you a secret
So listen carefully...
if you take my hand
but let me lead
If you would just trust me
when I say I'm not like them
If you show me mercy
by wiping the tears of my cheeks when I'm sad
If you let me feel home, safe and protected
just hug me tight and never let go
If you would just have faith in me
Then I promise you one thing
I promise you will never ever have to be alone again
I promise you that love...
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