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Always in My HeartSo many shades of brown,
a little bit green here and there
yellow, orange and red
taken from the fading sunset

The colors of autumn
are your nature

Beautiful
is too mild word
to describe
everything you are

Let me say this once
Let me say this twice

Don't cry for your love

Cry tears of joy,

cause you're alive

cradled in love

Sleep
under the leaves
let the last warm winds
give you peace

We will meet again
when my winter arrives.
Until that

you'll always live in my heart.

Take my handI reach out my hand
You can take it if you want
I will stand here
I won't walk away
or turn you my back
I will be there if you need me, honey
All you have to do is take my hand
let me lead
and I will take you out of the storm
I won't let go
I will bring you to safety
I will prove you wrong
I will show you how to trust again
'Cause honey you can trust me
And I will show you how it feels to be loved and to love again
'Cause honey I will always be there
I won't turn my back on you
Now take my hand and let me lead you far far away from this madness...

Hey, I'm still aliveHey, I'm still alive
My hearts still beats on
I'm not dead, just simply
not doing anything
I'm just moving through life
without much motion
without a care
Why should I care?
Everything ends anyway
Just don't bury me
I may come back
I may

DreamsWhat wonders the imagination can bring
With opened ear and untamed eye
Dreams that we shall toss and fling
And float about towards the sky

By luminous light of thought
Day and night will awaken newly
And become what you have sought
To find your most distant Thule

Never letting go of that which we cherish
The spirit of innocence and truth
Why without it, what would we but perish?
In the darkness of lost youth

My Sleepless NightI couldn't sleep last night
Because I had you by my side
In the dark I could see your gorgeous brown eyes
And in my heart I could feel your tender love

Even when I could feel my whole body freezing
I would look at you, awake or simply sleeping
You, just being by my side breathing
I would get a warm cozy feeling

It wouldn't bother me that you would take most of the quilt
You yourself were my own comforter
Like laying down in the grass looking at the moon
I got lost admiring the sleeping beauty of you

A girl like thatI don't deserve you
What was I thinking?
A fat little selfish brat like me
does most sertainly not deserve such a wonderful boy like you
So you better leave me alone now
I shall step aside
so someone who deserves you better can come around

She has to be real pretty
A cute little face with big beautiful eyes
long waving soft hair
and a happy smile to light up your world

She has to be thin with a partly good confidence
but still humble and kind
to never let you down

She should never hurt you or leave you
She shall always stand by your side and help you fight the battle
and she must have what it takes to do so
She has to have al

BullyingI can't pretend
That I even have a friend
I don't have a place to belong
So I can't stay for long

Why do I quiver in fear?
What did I do to them?
Who made my friends disappear?
Why I am all alone?

When did this start again?
I can't remember the time
When I wanted to die
Because of all of the abuse
That I would take
Both physical and verbal today

Why do I quiver in fear?
What did I do to them?
Who made my friends disappear?
Why I am all alone?

What happened to my soul?
Why do they stare at me
Like I'm just filth to them?
What made me who I am?
I don't even have a plan

Why do I quiver in fear?
What did I do to them?
Who

One Day It'll Make SenseI hope that one day it'll all make sense,

But until then I'm stuck living in the past-tense,

This isn't my choice, it's against my will,

Because I can't tell my brain how to feel,

They say we grow from our life experiences,

But I'm struggling to do that, in all seriousness,

People tell me that I have a beautiful skill,

That I can make one feel my mind by words that are real,

But lately I find it to be more of a burden,

Thoughts that I can't stop from turning,

One day...I hope not so far away,

I just may...actually make it, to their dismay.

WaitingA few minutes too late
a couple hours too early

But what difference does it make
when you're gone

I'm tired of waiting

Why?Why?

Am I´m not pretty enough?
I can put on more make-up...

Am I´m not thin enough?
I can slim...

Don´t I dress nice?
I can change my style...

Don´t I listen to right music?
I can get used to your music...

But I can not change my personality.
That´s the problem right?
You simply don´t like me...
I think I can handle that!

No, now I lied.

Breaking NewsBreaking News.

That's somebody's mother.

Who was beaten and raped by another

Individual who couldn't control their seedy sexual desires.

Just because you can't smell the stench of burning skin.

Doesn't mean this world isn't intrinsically on fire.

That's somebody's daughter.

Who was kidnapped, molested and tortured.

By another who couldn't control their dishevelled cravings.

Super heros do not exist in this reality.

Does that mean this world is not worth saving?

That's somebody's father.

Who was shot by another individual who would rather

Resort to violence to settle a trivial dispute.

The things humans can do to each other.

No

VoicesLay awake, restless to the voices whispering your name
Relentless, that last little flame
Calling you forth, will you answer them?
Or will you lie in the pit of your condemn?
No one here but you
Do you even have the slightest clue?
Are you sure?
Your actions, once so pure
Empty promises, look through the haze
Past your emotions of maddening craze
Beyond the shadows and shroud
Look at this overwhelming crowd
Their daunting smiles gleaming
In this state, are you only dreaming?
Paint the mirrors black
There's something deep within you lack
Keep away from the light
but don't you dare walk into the night

Don't Break, but BendI saw the world as black and white
But am now overwhelmed with gray
The line between good and bad,
Right and wrong,
Lies and truth
Is not so solid as i once believed
In the shallowest parts of the ocean
Lies true depth
By segmenting your life
You will end up with segmented truths
Eventually all parts will combine to form a whole
Sometimes it is an explosion that forces them together
Sometimes they just drift apart

Honestly...Just once, I wish I could write you a fictional piece.
In the end, I would have the peace of mind knowing that my life is nothing like what I have written.

It started four years ago, with one leg,
then it spread into the other.
Six months ago, I started losing function of one arm.
Still, I move along.

I wish I could say that this is a fictional piece,
and that I sleep peacefully knowing that my life is nothing like this.

But this is not fiction....

Take me awayLeft out in a crowd,
music playing loud.
Ringing through my ears,
but I'm far away from here.

People oh they talk,
I'm taking a walk.
Do they know I'm here?
To me nothing is clear.

Take me away.
Where do I want to go?
Don't know what to say
To a place alone,
To a place unknown.

And when I am there,
Feel like they don't care.
They wish I wasn't here.
At least to me that's clear.

Take me away.
Where do I want to go?
Don't know what to say
To a place alone,
To a place unknown.

Where do I belong?
everything feels wrong.
Don't really have a home.
Guess I'll remain alone.

Take me away.
Where do I want to go?
Don't know w

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Everything
Reminds me of you
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Memories which used to be happy and beautiful
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I have
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On the road of life
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It's rising tonight
It feels safe to know,
it will rise tomorrow too...

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Broken trusts and mistakes

by ~Aifos96, Aug 17, 2012, 2:51:05 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Traditional Fixed Forms

"I trust you
with my heart and soul
You're my forever girl
and I believe in you
I don't care about my fears
that didn't wanna let you in
'Cause I want you to be close like no one other
I want you to be with me when it's getting colder
'Cause I want to feel your happiness as mine
'cause I know you wont hurt me, I know it for sure this time
'Cause I trust you with my all"

I don't know what happened dear
I never meant to do it,
I swear
I always said you could count on me
After all, you're all I see
I always said you were safe with me
and oh my dear, I meant every word
but somehow I stabbed you like a sword
Somehow I broke it
Somehow I broke all my promises
I broke our friendship
I broke what matters
I broke your trust for me
I just broke it...

I got angry
I did a mistake
I took a wrong turn
I said the wrong words
I hit the weak spot
And I broke it.

My body is shivering
from the cold you now speak
The tears stream
caused of the unforgiven mistake
Pain in my stomach
for the fear of not being able to make it right again
Words with no sound
Because my mind is empty and my throat's full

The thought of losing what we share
of what we care
what we built up together
In such a dark weather
what I've fought for for so long
The thought of losing you
scare me,
haunt me,
teach me,
and b.r.o.k.e. me

I know I can't force you to stay
but I will pray, I will pray
That it will be your hands I hold
But first I have to save that heart of gold
The worst mistake I ever made
and now you feel oh so betrayed
this bad conscience is worse than any pain
Somehow all I feel is rain
Stab my back like you mean it
Hit after hit
'Cause it's so much better when it's for you I bleed
To make it right it's all I need

I can never explain in words how sorry I am
how I hurt myself
almost as much as I hurt you
I can cry all I want to myself
But it wont matter much to you
if I'm bright or blue
Nothing can take the words out of your head
not even the tears I bled
Nothing will turn that wrong into a right
No matter how hard I fight
'Cause it's all too late now, isn't it my knight?

"How did you feel?
What did you think?
When you spoke the words to hurt me,
what made you let just those words cross your lips?
Not does the words hurt as much
as the fact that it was you
You of all people who said it.
My so called protection.
How could you?
You broke me.
I who trusted you.
What a mistake."

Broken trusts and mistakesby ~Aifos96

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Traditional Fixed Forms

okay, so I've been working on it for a reaaaally long time, it feels like anyway! x3 I made it one night after this .. hrm, well, incident... anywhore, after that I've modified it like every day untill now when I got tired of it and yeah.. here it is, tell me what you think huh?

All these love songs about the hurt people... About being angry and feeling pain 'cause someone didn't treat you that very well...
Nobody thought of the ones who did it. Nobody thought the taught that maybe he suffers just as much. Nobody felt sorry for the killer.
So easy to be angry, not as easy to feel regret.

~HayleighElizabeth Aug 28, 2012

<3 I love your writings.

~Aifos96 Aug 28, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

I love yours too!

~HayleighElizabeth Aug 28, 2012

~Non-of-your-busines Aug 23, 2012

Aww~ i so adory this fancy writing! Had some incidents recently as well so i can feel u (theiu probably not the same "matter") but i sill feel connection ^^

~Aifos96 Aug 24, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thank you dear

~Banditgirl Aug 17, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Really nice poem!

Omg someone else who uses "anywhore" LOL

~Aifos96 Aug 18, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thank you!!

Hahaha, and yes, I've watched Ray William Johnson a liiitle bit too much maybe xD

~Banditgirl Aug 18, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Np~

LOL yeah same here

~Aifos96 Aug 18, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

haha

~ImJustAM0NST3R Aug 17, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Amazing~<3 i love this^^

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